a source I cannot name
This source has never been identified. There are three main possibilities:
- As implied here, the Scholar knew the source, but withheld the name even from this private diary, in order to protect either the source or himself;
- The Scholar did not know the source — i.e., the document(s) somehow just "appeared on the doorstep", without attribution;
- Despite denials elsewhere, the Scholar himself is the source.